I am still ALIVE

I've got a pain in my left abdomen.....I went to see a doctor.....She instructed me to make an ultrasound.....Ultrasound result showed that there was a cyst in my left ovary and it was ruptured.....The radiologist advised me to see my doctor as soon as possible.....So, I went to see my specialist and she said that she would make laparotomy.....What's this ? She said that it's an operation.....I've got a shock.......

I don't want to make this operation......I was scared of this.....But I'm not able to do anything.....

I can't sleep the whole night before the operation.....I was thinking about my operation.......Can I alive or not ? What kinda pain could I get ? Can I meet my family again ? ........??? I thought a lot....Although I tried to sleep by counting numbers and sheep , I couldn't......That night was very long and dark.......

That morning , I was very nervous ......They changed me with operation dress.....My family encouraged me.....I was not able to say anything......I only prayed to the Lord Buddha to be alive and relieve from pain....

In the operating theatre , they gave me an injection , covered my nose with mask and one of the doctors said that you would sleep for a while and during this time you could travel all over the world.......Another doctor asked me some question like......" what's ur name ? What's ur work ? is this ur first experience ? .....so on.....Then , I fell asleep while I's answering to him........My soul was away from this O.T room.....

When I awoke from my deep sleep , I heard that a doctor called my name.....'' hello , dear....are u ok ? "......First of all , I thought that voice was from my dream then , I recognized my condition.....My operation was over.........I replied immediately " Thank You , doctor".....

Oh my God !!!

I'm still alive !!!